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Its been a while and the pain is no more.

I see so much of you in your siblings.

When you left, my hands felt lighter and heart empty.

With little hope to hold onto.

The doctors reports suggested i would never experience the joy of motherhood again.

But i had a promise. A promise that God gave me as you breathed your last breath in my arms.

J is almost four now.. He fills in your space like a pro. He leads like a first.

God promised me a son and he delivered. Exactly the time He foretold.

He said to me,he is a God of all seasons and i have testified of that.

When J was conceived i was told the risks of developing the same heart issues like you were higher , i was also told never to dare conceiving again. I hadn’t even recovered from the heavy sedation. But i chose the path of faith. Your dad asked me, “Whose report will you believe,” and we chose the Lord’s report

I dared one and a half years later and this time all was great till the princess decided to arrive early.

I cried my heart out knowing the risk she faced. But again God reassured me that He was not done with me yet.. At that time a song of praise sprung.

This time the doctor said i had one more chance. Now he is motion with my faith.

Though “S” developed breathing complications i was at peace coz i had a promise

My keeper was watching over us.

In soo much pain i walked to the NICU every two hours to speak God’s word over her as i breastfed her.

For every negative report, i countered with God’s promise.

What could have been a months stay lasted three days.

Nobody could believe how fast that was. But the creator spoke and His word was enough.

Though the minor set back’s ,our princess bounced back like the little fighter she is.

She grows so fast and she is very pretty and smart.

Every time i remember how fragile she was i see God’s goodness.

She is very strong and healthy.

Am greatfull to those who taught me faith, to those who reflected it and those who stood by my crazy faith.

To those who wait upon the Lord,put you faith in motion. J and S are a product of grace and faith. This journey taught me how to pray and be patient.

I learnt to trust the process.

Elijah was a man like us and he prayed EARNESTLY….

With 😍

Faith sprinkler

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